Throughout the years, i've come to realise that the most common way of someone saying goodbye to me - is not saying goodbye at all.
I'm very sensitive when it comes to the people i love and the people i care about, it is very typical of me to appreciate them as much as i can. When i love someone, i always find myself forgetting the fact that they might or will leave me someday.
I do understand that it's normal that people will leave someday. We'll drift apart, we'll have less in common, we'll change. But when someone makes me feel so important to them on the last second and stop talking to me without a reason on the next second, is not okay for me.
To me it is really irresponsible and unfair. When you do this to someone, have you ever thought how many questions they have to go through before they can get over this friendship/relationship?
What have i done wrong?
Am i not good enough?
Did someone else replace me?
What happened to us?
...
I don't think they know what it feels like to be left hanging that way.
It's just like buying a puppy, treating it with all your love and care, and once you know the puppy is starting to rely on you and is loyal to you, you just leave it home alone and never come back ever again, leaving it to die alone. It is equally as cruel as that.
Maybe they don't understand, or they won't understand. Because they don't care or don't value you as much as you value them.
I can never let go of people who did this to me, because i value them too much to forget them, i love them too much to hate them. This has always been stuck inside me, i just have to let it out every once in a while.
If you've ever done this to anyone or ever wanted to do this to anyone, please don't. If you want to leave, at least give them a reason, they deserve to know.
Signed off.
